I heard someone said once, that zikr (dhikr-remembering Allah 
with your heart and tongue) for people is like the water for fish.. Means - its life accually…for your heart, for the health of your mind, for your ability to make good deeds, for all whats good in you..
Well..I felt like real looser when I remembered these words…Accually when I am thinking of the days of Ramadhan which are gone I feel like a looser..yarab…is my heart like this coz I am not making enough zikr? Is my heart like this coz I am too busy with the dunya stuff (which are my home, my children and my job, means I have to be concern about it!!) ? I just cant find myself in all this. I am kinda loosing my self in it. But really. I am becoming really worried. Ya rabb, ya Allah , ya Al Wadood, are Your doors closed for me, this slave who loves You so much, but feel like munafiq coz not showing You that love??
If You dont allow me to be Your servant, I am lost.
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As the blog name says, the slave of Al Wadood, the One&Only, who loves us more than we can imagine. Other than that, just simple muslim woman, who is trying to survive the dunya and get closer to her Love, Al Wadood.
aliana
October 2nd, 2007 at 2:16 am
Please don’t lose heart. Sometimes it comes gradually. Excellence is a habit which is cultivated gradually.
October 2nd, 2007 at 4:13 am
@Aliana:
Thank you.From the bottom of my heart.