I thought its gonna be different when I come back home, I thought I will not yearn for it that much…But its the same…even more…
When I think seriously about it, I am sure its just the need to change the whole life, to start from the beggining. But thats not gonna erase all things that happened to me by now, its not going to take away all I want to be away from me. Dunya is dunya, no matter where in earth you are, Cairo, Sarajevo, New York, Makkah, Kuala Lumpur or any other place. You can not run away from it, untill Allah 
says so.
Sometimes I get this feeling, this strong, strong need to be close to Him, to see nothing but Him, to think abt nothing but Him, to want nothing but Him…Only with Him I am safe…
Yarab make my heart beat only for You and please please please dont leave me, dont leave me to my self, without Your love, care and protection. I know I didnt deserve it, but I love You so much….
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As the blog name says, the slave of Al Wadood, the One&Only, who loves us more than we can imagine. Other than that, just simple muslim woman, who is trying to survive the dunya and get closer to her Love, Al Wadood.
hema
August 2nd, 2007 at 11:00 am
salaam, i take it you went to cairo recently?? you seemed to have realy benefiited from your stay, but nothing beats home and family and friends right??
answer all your prayers and lead you to all that is good for you in this life and the next. xx
may Allah
Leila
August 2nd, 2007 at 3:57 pm
Wasalaam hema,
its soooo great to have you here:)I enjoyed reading your blog…
Yes, I came back from Cairo one week ago, I had great time, learning arabic, meeting new people, getting to know different culture and costumes…It was really great, but home is home, you are righ:) just sometimes at home, some things are more clear….and it can hurt more…anyway, thanks for your beautiful dooa, amen, and for you all the best sis:))