Ten days left. Next Monday morning I will go. To Cairo. I will finally see my dream becoming a true.
My mind is in some kind of really strange condition. Like I am watching my self preparing and all those stuff from some distance. Like watching the movie, “My life”. Strange. When I am thinking of leaving my girls, I just shake my head, trying not think about it. At least not yet. Ya Allah 
give me strenght.
I am going after my dream, but leaving my heart here. I am gonna meet my love there, the man I love for three years. I will learn that language which words makes me melt. I will renew my self so I can be able to continue with my fight here. I have to go. Ya Allah give me strenght. I will leave my heart here.
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As the blog name says, the slave of Al Wadood, the One&Only, who loves us more than we can imagine. Other than that, just simple muslim woman, who is trying to survive the dunya and get closer to her Love, Al Wadood.
Alefyah
June 10th, 2007 at 1:26 am
All the best dear!
Don’t worry you will find your heart in Egypt too. We all are here praying for you :-)
Leila
June 10th, 2007 at 3:47 pm
oh alefyaaaaahh, I wasn’t even dreaming that its gonna be this hard, sis:-( I really hope for the best and praying that Allah
will watch over my girls. Ameen yarab….Thanks love, for your do3as, it means so much to me…