Feeling away from You is something that comes to me from time to time…Without some particular reason, not in some particular time…just like that - it comes. And takes me away from You. I am sure I do something to make the job for shaitan easier. I am sure I am the one who makes the step back. But it sucks. Big time.
I hate being away from You. I miss You so much. I miss talking to You, I miss the tranquilty You give me after I cry in front of You…I miss Your care in small things You give me every day. I miss You so much. Wallahi yarab, I miss You so much. Don’t leave me without You.
8 Responses to “Don’t close Your doors of rahmah…..”
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As the blog name says, the slave of Al Wadood, the One&Only, who loves us more than we can imagine. Other than that, just simple muslim woman, who is trying to survive the dunya and get closer to her Love, Al Wadood.
snowdrops
August 23rd, 2007 at 10:28 am
Subhan’Allah
sister, are they you words? Truly heart warming :)
Leila
August 23rd, 2007 at 3:13 pm
Yes, habibty, right from my heart. Thanks for stopping by, I always love to see your comments here:-)
YMiss
August 26th, 2007 at 6:05 pm
Wow, I feel exactly the same at the moment
YMiss
August 26th, 2007 at 6:09 pm
Would it be ok for me to print this out, just so I can a reminder. I’ve read over it afew times now and it’s bringing me back to where I should be :)
Leila
August 27th, 2007 at 2:54 am
ymiss, welcome to my blogistan :) I am happy you liked my post and I am extremly happy if it helps you to feel closer to the Loved One:)
September 2nd, 2007 at 10:29 am
Did you take a peak into my diary, I swear those were my thoughts too :-(
On some days, I feel nothing can come in between me and Him.
And then there are days when everything does. Astagafirullahalzim.
THe heart is very willing, but the flesh is weak.
(welcome to hadithuna habibti! ;) )
September 2nd, 2007 at 12:45 pm
Welcome to Hadithuna :)
leila
September 3rd, 2007 at 2:33 am
anneesa:
wa alaikumussalam ya asal :)
i know what you are saying, the heart is feeling so much love for Him, but we are just so weak…but He doesnt hold His blessings despite how bad servants we are….
(thanks habibti :) )
Suleiman: Thanks so much, its really good to be here :)