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"And when I am sick, He is the One who heals me.."

03 May 2007

It was raining today. Alhamdulillah. I feel so peaceful now. Alhamdulillah.

Really in hard moments a person can see how far away she/he is from Allah (SWT). When I received a phone call few days ago and my sister told me that my mom is very sick, I thought I will die.

Some emptiness fulfilled me and I felt like I am all alone in this world. Totally. I still feel like that.

I wasn’t thinking about her or how hard this is for her, I wasn’t thinking that trough my behaviour she has to see how strong she has to be, how believer always has to TRUST Allah (SWT), how Allah (SWT) is the best Doctor, that shefa’ is in His hands…All I knew is that I can lose my mom. Thats all.

I ask You ya Rabbi to give shefa’ and eeman to my mom. She would give her life for me. She wasn’t sleeping because of me, my sadness is her sadness, my happiness is her happiness. She is the best under the sky for me, she is the best among those who walk in this Earth, for me. I wish I bring the stars to her, I wish I can do anything now to make her feel better. Accept my dooa ya Rahman, ya Wadood, ya Haleem, ya Hafeez, ya Lateef, ya Mujeeb el dooa, ya Allah (SWT) rabbi accept my dooa.

p.s. sorry to all of you who will read if this is too confusing, just my mind is all messed up right now. Dooa needed so much, jazakumullah khair

  


7 Comments Add your own

  • 1. Unique Muslimah  |  May 4th, 2007 at 6:29 am

    May Allah (SWT) give her shefa habibty… :( Your in my duaas, keep strong xx

  • 2. Leila  |  May 4th, 2007 at 6:43 am

    Thank you love, plz keep her in your dooa

  • 3. Unique Muslimah  |  May 5th, 2007 at 5:48 pm

    of course inshallah. how is she doing now? you’re all in my duaas xx

  • 4. Leila  |  May 7th, 2007 at 1:49 am

    She is better alhamdulillah, she will start with therapy soon inshaAllah. Thank you for asking habibty. And thank you for your duaas.

  • 5. Unique Muslimah  |  May 15th, 2007 at 5:29 pm

    alhamduilah that’s great to hear :)))))) may Allah (SWT) bring you peace of mind dear

  • 6. maryam  |  May 24th, 2008 at 6:24 pm

    May Allah (SWT) Subhanahu Wah Ta’Ala give your mother Shefa’, Imaan, Barakat, and Izaat Ameen!

    I, too, am going through a difficult time in my marriage. My husband has decided that his mother is right in him and I no longer being with one another, and has decided to try and end our marriage.

    Please make Dua’ for me. I am lost and don’t know what to do. I seek refuge in Allah (SWT) Subhanahu Wah Ta’Ala and pray that Allah (SWT) Subhanahu Wah Ta’Ala has Raham on me for He is Al-Wadood, Al-Rahman, Al-Lateef, Al-Karim Subhanu’Allah (SWT).

    Please keep me in your Dua’s Insha’Allah (SWT).

    Jazaak’Allah (SWT) Khair

  • 7. leila  |  May 25th, 2008 at 10:06 am

    maryam, I am sorry to hear this……Inshaallah Allah (SWT) never leaves His slave, never! Always remember that He knows whats the best for us and be strong habibty! Insaallah all will be fine….
    You are in my doas…..

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