Archive for September 3rd, 2007
Sorry, I have more important things to think about!
03 Sep 2007
Being away from the office few days and spending some time with my girls was really great idea. I remembered I have a life. Truly important things to care and think about.
I need to focus on it. FOCUS.FOCUS.
To be a good mother&father at the same time, for two beautiful girls.
To make their childhood happy and without any burden. They had it enough by now.
To raise them to be good muslimahs, to love Allah 
&His deen in environment that is all but islamic.
To make them realise that Islam is the only way to have life worth of living, even if they see their mother so tired from this life sometimes.
To be strong, so I will not be so tired from it, but rather I will have more sabr&trust in my Allah .
To depend only on Him. To trust only Him.
I stopped thinking about my muslim “sisters” who stole my project on orphans, that I was working on it SO hard. They did it with smile and saying Allah ’s name.
I stopped thinking about muslim “sister” who is full of envy&jelousy that is coming not only from her mounth, but even trough her eyes and her every move. Â May Allah protect me&my girls from all that can hurt us in any way. Amin yarab.
I kept saying to my self thats not islam. No. Islam is something else. Islam is perfect. People are not.
Sorry “sisters”, I have more important things to think about. Leave you to Allah .